Friday, June 06, 2008

Trying hard to not be misunderstood

In a prior post I got a "rebuke" from someone about entertaining Goats rather than feeding sheep.

That post and comment are here.


I responded to the idea that I was being critical of Music or the form of Music in the Church. I never even mentioned music. Neither does
Spurgeon. It's the whole Churchitainement industry I rail against.

My response:

I just reread the whole post and nothing anywhere says anything about music.

It's about trying to be funny. Trying to entertain. Cleverness.

Missing the Prophetic word of God.

Some music is entertainment. Some is prophetic revelation. I like the latter instead of the former.

Where I get into trouble is the idea that the worship leader thinks he or she has a backup band.

NOPE.

That's not it.

WE worship, one leads, but we are all in this together. NO backup band. The backup band idea has destroyed more worship in the church than anything else.

I was watching some old
Doo Wop stuff on PBS. They were raising money.

I saw these old guys singing old songs. Then I saw the band behind. Mostly young guys reading a chart to back up the old guys.

That's what a lot of worship leading is. If you brought in the band who backs up the
Doo Wop you would have the same level of anointing many worship bands have. NONE!

Unless every musician and singer is sold out for Jesus in Worship nothing is going on other than entertainment.

But, if you thought that was the point of the post you missed it.

Of Passion and Holiness

Passionate is how many people describe me.  I guess they might be right.  I see what I am as normal.  I don't understand dis-passion.  When they say, "I love your Passion" I say to them, "You can live like this".  They don't for the most part.
 
It's all about being certain of certain things.  I'm certain in Jesus for instance. People have said that I act like what I believe is right (about anything).  Well, If I believed it I must think it's right, RIGHT?
 
People have said that I apparently believe I have the answer to some things.  If I believe, and if I am convinced I am correct and if I have Passion.......
 
That has been true in my love life.  When I knew that I knew regarding Peggy I was not going to question what was true for me.  Oh, I was stupid a few times but Loving Peggy has been a correct belief I will not back down from.
 
Some might say I am unevolving.  I guess I am.  I don't change things I know to be true unless something, an event, or supernatural persuasion causes me to rethink.  That is less easily executed as time goes on.  I am not open to ideas that do not fit into the passion I have.  In fact, a pretty good post about that appears on Barry Kolb's blog.  It's just a thought.  Thinking on things can cause you to stumble.
 
This brings me to the core of this whole thing.  I am very suspicious about "Christians" who are not Passionate.  Oh, they don't have to be wild eyed radicals (Although I like wild eyed radicals).  They just should exhibit some passion about Jesus beyond the minimum needed to go to heaven. 
 
I have lots of friends, in and out of church.  If I am in conversation with them for 10 minutes I can tell what their passions are.  I am feeling the same thing that Jesus felt.  I don't mind if they couldn't give a rip about things of God.  I have friends like that.  We talk of other things.  Politics, environment, getting older. 
That's ok.  I enjoy them for who they are.  I think God is like that.  He loves every one.  He sent his Son Jesus to suffer and Die for them.  HE is concerned for them and even if they are still sinners and consider themselves enemies of God they are still on his mind.  He cares about them and what they care about.  He loves them.
 
There are those who are sold out passionate lovers of Jesus. Poke them at 3AM and that's what they talk about.  Sure they are flawed, clumsy, sometimes stupid.  But they are in Love with the Lover of their souls.  Jesus is who they talk about for the most time.  They talk about experiences they have had in him, revelations they have received about him from the word and from His Spirit, sense of his presence around them all day long.  They live in God concienceness.  Everything that happens to and for them happens inside of what God is Doing.  It's all miraculous.  I love being around people like this.  I love being a person like this. 
 
Jesus however is sick to his stomach of the dispassionate.  He said so.  Cold or  Hot.  That's OK.  Lukewarm.  Nausea.  You know the passage.
 
That's how I feel when I am around people that on a multiple choice quiz would self identify as Christian as opposed to Atheist going to hell or Muslim.  They treat Jesus casually, without much fire, he isn't what they think about all day long.  They have compartmentalized Jesus to a few hours a week of "Church Stuff".
 
It makes me sick.  It makes Jesus sick.  He would rather they just admit the truth and quit playing the game. 
 
Misty Edwards sings a song: You are always on my mind.  He is always on your mind, You are always on HIS mind.  And permutations there of.  The idea of the song is God's attitude toward you.  Your attitude toward him.
 
I don't think you can teach it.  You either have passion for Jesus or you don't.  The fire is either burning or it's going out.  It's not a choice.  It's a fire stirred up by the Spirit of God.  I am suspicious that dispassionate people are not even saved.  I can't understand people being dispassionate and casual toward Jesus and still believing they are saved.  This is about to change.
 
Here's a prophecy. 
 
The winds of change are blowing hard on the body of Christ.  It will either fan into flame the fire of God or it will blow out the coals till they are dead. 
 
Jesus is not going to stand for a cold dead church.  She will either come alive or die.  There is no middle ground.  It has already begun.  It is about to accelerate.
 
A few weeks ago someone sent me this passage from Philippians 3. 
Pressing on Toward the Goal
 12Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 13Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

 15All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. 16Only let us live up to what we have already attained.

 17Join with others in following my example, brothers, and take note of those who live according to the pattern we gave you. 18For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ. 19Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things. 20But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, 21who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.  (NIV)

 

I am wondering if it isn't a message for all of us.  If the people you hang out with aren't on fire, find some that are.  Join with them.  Feed on another coals from the Altar. Those passive people you hang with now are about to be extinguished spiritually, don't be found among them.  

According to the passage above they are enemies of God with their mind on earthly things.  What fellowship does Christ have with belial?

2 Corinthians 6:14 You are not the same as those who do not believe. So do not join yourselves to them. Good and bad do not belong together. Light and darkness cannot share together. (new century version)

To be Holy is to be separate, different, unusual from the world, a peculiar people, not formed by them, formed and hard after God.  Is that you, is that who you hang out with, is that those who you fellowship with in Church?  Now the question is, What do you do now?

There is no passion without holiness, there is no holiness without passion.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Churches should have mystery shoppers!

If I could I would hire one person per week who was a professional mystery shopper to come to our church to do an evaluation. No one would know who they were, not even the pastor.

They would come early, participate in the service, drink a cup of coffee and leave. That afternoon he or she would be debriefed. A report would be written. Given to all the leadership and staff. No names. That would be on record in case anyone doubted the veracity of the report.

That would uncover the parts of what happens in Churchianity that isn't working, is confusing, difficult to grasp, banal, irrelevant and downright irritating.

That might be the pastors sermon or the music or who knows.

In any case, I would hope that just the fact that the Mystery Shopper could be in the building would cause everyone to start looking around for things we can do better.

Maybe then we might get back to the basics again as Spurgeon said in the post below. Tough to fake reality isn't it?

Can we get rid of Wind Power while we are getting rid of ETHANOL?

I have NEVER EVER thought wind power made any sense. I think it's a waste of time, money, takes up land, screws up the environment visually and in every way makes no sense whatsoever. IF they had to create wind farms on a free market basis there would be NONE which would be the exactly correct number.

Let's cut it out. Birds by the thousands are ground to death by these behemoths. It's time to stop the insanity. Defund all of these stupid schemes. Oh, that goes double for Hybrid Cars. Another big scam.

From The Heartland Institute
Bird Brains

Wind farms produce only a fraction of the energy of conventional power plants while requiring hundreds of times the acreage. Two of the biggest wind farms in Europe have 159 turbines and cover thousands of acres between them, but together take a year to produce less than four days' output from a single conventional power station. Similarly, a proposed wind farm off the coast of Massachusetts would require 130 towers and more than 24 square miles of ocean.

Anti-wind farm activists also object to the harm done to migratory birds and bats. Wind farms must be located where the wind blows fairly constantly, areas also favored by migratory birds, including protected species like bald and golden eagles. Ironically, wind farms act as both bait and executioner--prey animals taking shelter at the base of turbines multiply with the protection from raptors, while in turn their greater numbers attract more raptors to be killed by the turbines. "Windmills are taking a horrendous toll on bird populations unaware that the spinning blades will slice them in midflight," said Jay Lehr, science director for the Heartland Institute. "Windmill advocates claim that wind power is environmentally friendly power, but such assertions ignore the significant dark side of wind power," Lehr added.

--H. Sterling Burnett, National Center for Policy Analysis, for the Heartland Institute
Blame Game

From Steve Forbes Comments Column this week

Windbags

Politicians these days, especially Senators Obama and Clinton, routinely bash the oil companies and call for more efforts to come up with cleaner alternative fuels. But it turns out that, as with most political rhetoric, this is easier said than done.

One favorite energy alternative loved by greenies is windmills. The problem is that these things kill birds by the thousands. One notorious example is a wind farm in Altamont Pass, Calif. In their 27-year lifetime these wind turbines have dealt a grizzly end to upward of 130,000 birds. And these aren't just plain, everyday birds. For example, between 75 and 116 golden eagles are sliced to death each year. H. Sterling Burnett, a senior fellow at the National Center for Policy Analysis, points out a basic conflict: Wind farms have to be places the winds blow steadily, which often also happen to be areas favored by raptors and migratory birds.

Problems with the use of corn ethanol, another energy- alternative favorite, are also becoming more widely recognized. The energy needed to produce a gallon of corn-based ethanol can exceed the energy generated by the ethanol itself. Last year U.S. farmers planted more corn and fewer soybeans. To take up the slack, Brazilian farmers are clearing more of the Amazonian rain forest to plant soybeans. Those global-warming worriers are acknowledging that many biofuels ultimately result in more carbon dioxide wafting into the atmosphere. Nevertheless, many environmentalists fiercely resist any moves to ease arbitrary, prohibitive barriers to the construction of the best non-carbon-dioxide-producing energy source of all: nuclear power plants.



Can we just STOP - PLEASE?

Giving up my Religion

John Armstrong writes a good article regarding Cardinal George's effective and correct Discipline of Father Pfleger. You can read it here.

Father Pfleger is to his people the Catholic Church, if he represents it grossly incorrectly he should be disciplined. This is not a doctrinal discussion like one that was held on Dr Armstrong's blog regarding Open or Close(d) communion. This is about besmirching what the Church is in the lives of it's parishes.

I only have one quibble with my dear brother. He says in it regarding ministers in Politics, that they should:
give up his ordination when he ran for office, as I would say for any other minister.

Give up his ordination? Can you? Sure you can turn in your credentials. You can turn your back on Jesus. You can renounce the faith. You can go to hell if you desire but you'll still be ordained in HELL.

Ordination is forever. It's people by the Spirit of God saying YOU. It's not a "Turn in able" title the result of education or time.

I am somewhat concerned about the whole concept of hierarchy of credential ling. It's not really in line with scripture. It follows with my concern about the whole Church Membership idea that my Blog Friend Steve Scott has written so well on.

The point is, if GOD ordains one to the ministry and that is acknowledged by some worldly institution which is the greater. Which is eternal. Institutions should only be in the business of recognizing the ordination of God. Not trying to supplant Him.

Pfleger if he goes to hell will still be Ordained. I hope he doesn't but there are no guarantees, ordained or not.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Closed Circuit only for Leaders of Ministries that want to be part of what GOD is doing right now

THE SURVIVAL OF YOUR CHURCH AND MINISTRY DEPENDS ON KNOWING WHAT GOD IS DOING AND COOPERATING WITH HIM. (Henry Blackaby)

I know that's a pretty big claim. I know this, something is changing and for some ministries it's bad news. Things are going south in some ministries and churches right now. Things are not working out.

For other's in ministry and in some churches an explosion is happening. What side you are on is going to count for eternity.

Last night there was a round table discussion conducted by Mark Chironna that included 2 men I know or have met personally and one I respect.

  1. Lance Walnau who was here in St. Charles a week ago was one of the participants. I met and talked with him in Dallas a couple years ago and stay in contact with his ministry weekly. I respect his view of what is happening.
  2. Ron Carpenter Jr who is a true apostle and the leader of a large network of Churches in the southeast USA. He is an IPHC credentialed minister as I am. His current challenge from the Lord is 50,000 on a Sunday Morning. It's not about growth, it's about reaching people where they live. If you listen for nothing else, listen for his vision on this. Currently he is running less than 10,000. I have met and talked with Ron Jr. I know his dad better. Wonderful people. What Ron says in this discussion will cause you to rethink everything you know about ministry.
  3. Rick Joyner of Morningstar Ministries was the third person around the table. I have been connected with his ministry since the mid 90's. His book, Final Quest has been one of the most influential in my Christian Walk. If you haven't read it you should. It will challenge and inspire you to greatness. I often post what he writes verbatim on this blog. He has that much insight. So for three men who I respect as deeply as I do these three and Dr Chironna to sit around a table and have this discussion has significant impact on the kingdom.

I am recommending to anyone who really wants to understand what the next decade will look like in the Body of Christ, the Church and your ministry you would serve yourself well to watch this interview.

The discussion including some musical interludes runs two hours. What I suggest is you put it on and let the sound run, you can multi task. You can even do other things on the computer as you do, but, if you really want insight you should take notes. This is that good.

GO to this page:

Search out the Mark Chironna interview on June 3. Click on whatever speed you have and be prepared to have your ministry refired with wisdom from the Throne room of God. It's that good.

Night Vision

Last night I had a terrible dream.  A nightmare.  It woke and stirred me all night long.  I didn't sleep well.
 
  • I dreamt of European like incarcerations of Americans who use free speech to say what they mean.
  • I dreamt of universal health care that allows people to die rather than provide for them to save money.  In fact encourages them to die.
  • I dreamt of taxation run completely amuck until nearly everyone was broke and I was one of them.
  • I dreamt of abortion being funded and encouraged as birth control for 13 year old children as a mainline policy.
  • I dreamt of homosexual marriage being legalized and mandated nationally, while traditional marriage abandoned as the norm.
  • I dreamt of terror worldwide from religious fundamentalist sects to "repay" supposed slights against images and cartoons of Mohammed.
  • I dreamt that America ceased to be America and whatever was left of nobility and goodness was exported to China.
  • I dreamt that all the while the population of people living in the shores of the USA would be concerned about Lindsay Lohan and Paris Hilton and who wins American Idol while the country drifts into oblivion.
  • I didn't sleep well last night.  I dreamt of a land I love that became a foreign country that didn't want the likes of older, outspoken, Christian, married, conservative people like me would be illegal.
 
This is the world I dreamt of because somehow before I went to bed the real possibility that going to hell in a hand basket for America was one step closer based on what they said on the news regarding the nomination of Barak Hussein (but not actually a Muslim) Obama as a candidate for the Highest office in the land.  A man who has never actually held a real job in his life.  A man who has no comprehension of what is ahead of him if he should by accident become POTUS.  This is truly the monkeys running the zoo.  (I suppose some thin-skinned somebody will read this and decide that is a "Racist" comments.  Do a search on this blog, I use monkeys running the zoo all the time. It fits here TOO)
 
This is not good news.  I hope I can sleep tonight.   Maybe if I click my heels together 3 times I can get back to real life and not this nightmare.
 
I did and it's still here.  I'm still dreaming I hope....
 
I dreamt that my ability to even write this blog was cu
 

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Faithlessness is sin

I picked this up, Think it's good, don't agree with everything this guy says, so I will refrain from linking to him. His teaching is pretty good on sin however. We need to be reminded that Sin isn't only what we do, it's what we don't do. We don't do what God has called us to do because we don't have faith in God. Faithlessness is a sin. Read the list:



WHAT IS SIN?

NUMBER ONE:

Whosoever committeth sin transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression of the law. (1 John 3:4 AV)

Sin is the disobedience to the LORD
GOD's Laws.



NUMBER TWO:

All unrighteousness is sin: and there is a sin not unto death. (1 John 5:17 AV)


Sin is unrighteous. It is unjust, immoral and wrong.

There are different degrees of sin. Not all sin is unforgivable and punished by death.



NUMBER THREE:

Therefore to him that
knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin. (James 4:17 AV)


A person that knows to do good works, and does not do them is sinning.

A sin for one person may not be a sin for another person.



NUMBER FOUR

Hast thou faith? have it to thyself before God. Happy is he that condemneth not himself in that thing which he alloweth. And he that doubteth is damned if he eat, because he eateth not of faith: for whatsoever is not of faith is sin. (Romans 14:22-23 AV)

Faith is between each individual and God. Faith is a Gift from God. GOD decides how much faith you must have, and he will transform you by the renewing of your mind so that you know what is good, acceptable and the perfect will of God. IF much has been imparted and you still don't do what he called you to do it is sin. Conversely, the LORD God by the Holy Spirit will reveal to each individual what their sins are.

A sin is committed if a person believes a certain truth, then doubts that truth and acts on his doubt in stead of his faith. In fact the cowardly fearful are condemned to the lake of Fire:

But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. (Rev 21:8 kvj)


If a person's faith allows him to act, and he does that act in faith, he will be happy. (Blessed)

If a person's faith allows him to act, yet he condemns with guilt, doubt, punishment or fear on the act, he will be unhappy. (Not Blessed)

If it is not of faith, it is sin.



NUMBER FIVE:

The thought of foolishness is sin: and the scorner is an abomination to men. (Proverbs 24:9 AV)

It is a sin to plan or think wickedly or recklessly. Scorning (See Hank Handegraff post below) is an abomination to men.



IN SHORT:

There are five types of sin. These types of sin are:

1. Transgression - Disobedience to the LORD GOD's Law
2. Unrighteousness - Unjust, immoral and wrong
3. Omission of known duty - Failing to do good what God tells you to do
4. Faithless - Failing to act on faith-filled conviction
5. Foolish acts - Wicked or reckless planning.


For all have sinned and come short of the Glory of God Romans 3:23 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 1John 1:9

It's time to begin calling Sin, SIN and quit calling it something else. This is not condemnation, this is a call to repentance. It starts with me. And YOU.

Worse than Jimmy Carter

Jimmy Carter was the worst president in all of history. That much is clear.

I think
Obama could be worse.

Obama is spineless. Could you imagine for a moment Jimmy Carter renouncing his membership in the Baptist Church he attended in Georgia? For any reason?

And then to make matters worse make himself seem the hero because he "didn't want shut ins harassed" when all the services are on streaming video live and the
dvds are sold for a profit. No one harassed any shut ins. That was an out and out lie.

Obama has no shame. It will be a shame if he's elected president. On the other hand, with bonehead moves like this he won't be. That's what you get when you nominate an immature politician. He's slick but he's clumsy. Never a good combination. I guess as a conservative I should be happy. What makes anyone think for a split second that the McCain camp won't rehash this whole thing 60 days before the election. They will and it will hurt Obama.... Bad.

They'll make it look like there is an evil take over of power by
Muslims, gangsters, black panthers and terrorists who are all Obama's friend.

Images of
interment camps for dissenters against the left will be stirred up. I think this is too bad we have to resort to such things in any campaign but the fact is Obama keeps leaning into the punch. The dems have a good candidate. HC. She would win. Soundly. Conservatives would vote for her. She would remember that.

But like good liberals everywhere they have to get that 38 special out of their purse, aim it clearly at their feet and shoot.

BANG!

Monday, June 02, 2008

Ol Hank has a 100% record and he's STILL WRONG

Maybe you don't know who Hank Handegraff is. That's probably a good thing. He is an ex assembly of God pastor who has made it his mission to be critical of everything that doesn't fit into the most narrow of foci. He is against everyone.

I feel sorry for him. Not enough to send him any money which he needs. Faithlessness has a way of starving out a faithless ministry. His is starving and not a moment too soon.

10 years ago he was uber critical of the Pensacola and Toronto outpourings. They came and dribbled off. But they changed the face of Christianity forever. For the better. Today in nearly every church in America we sing the songs that came out of those moves of God. Today millions have been moved to deeper love of Jesus as a result of this outpouring.

Now a new revival is taking place. Ol Hank's on top of this one too. Todd Bentley is of the devil. Don't go to Lakeland. It's all mind control. I've heard it all before. In his opinion it's all bad. But this is a man who calls Smith Wiggelsworth a false prophet. Hank Handegraff wouldn't be worthy to clean the dirt off the bottom of Smith Wigglesworth's shoes. I don't know how spiritually dead one man can be and still breathe.

Hank has a perfect record of being deceived. He's 100% wrong all the time. I don't so much care about Hank, but for the hundreds, perhaps thousands that actually believe what this apostate preacher preaches. His book Counterfeit Revival has led many to Hell. Their blood is on his hands.

That makes me sad.

He even came against my Friend John Armstrong. Hank hates everyone. It's only Hank and three other people who hold to this warped view of Christianity.
So, don't bother him. Let him die on the vine like the other doubters and faithless preachers. I'm reminded that Paul the Apostle says, anything not of faith is sin. That's in Romans. Good place to look.

Let God arise and his enemies be scattered. I think I know which side Hank is on. I don't want to be on that side. It's the scattering side.

Time and the Prophetic

I have come to grips with something in the prophetic that I believe has been a confusion factor for many.  Even for some prophets.
 
When a prophet gives a timetable it brings into check the quality of the Prophecy.  I am learning and so are other prophets that putting timetables on the Prophetic seldom works.
 
There are examples in scripture of a prophet saying thus and so will happen in such and such a time.  Even in our own time, good people with prophetic giftings have prophesied things that have not yet come to pass but will. 
 
Sometimes a prophetic timetable is appropriate but not often.  Only in a dream does it seem like the prophetic has a time constraint on it.  Joseph and the cows for example from Pharaoh's dream.  Or the story of the lepers at the gate and Elisha prophesying that "about this time tomorrow....." 2 Kings 7:3-20
 
Most of the time the prophetic sees events that have not yet happened.  We are witnesses to things that are yet to occur.  
 
The temptation prophets (and for me) to put a clock on it.  To say, that in a year or 3 years or some time frame thus and so will happen.
 
That is a trap.  One I will try to stay away from.
 
If a prophet has given you a word, if you have been told something you are hoping will happen (as I have) don't get ahead of God.  His word is true.  His prophets are saying what he says.  They see things that have not yet happened and will provide you as much information as they see.  Trust God and you will be established and stand, trust His prophets and you will prosper.
 
Don't be impatient.  Every word is yes and amen.  Seldom yes and when.
 
At the end of every year I seek God and provide a "Word" for the following year to come.   I haven't reviewed them lately but I see events unfolding that were prophesied 2 or 3 years ago.  My mistake was in putting a clock on it.
 
A few of the prophetic future sayings that was revealed a few years ago and published as the Word of the Lord for that year is now being revealed as true.  For example, the devastating China Earthquake and the government of China's response.  The snow in February in China.  The music industry's restructuring.  The price of Gasoline.  The changing of the guard in Christianinaity.  There are others.  I won't rehearse them all here.  But all have proven true if you take out the timetable.
 
Maturity in the prophetic reveals that putting a clock on the creator of time is bad plan and as prophets we have to cut it out.  God is not slow as some would count slow but is right on time in his time, not ours.

Sunday, June 01, 2008

The Church of the Poisoned Mind

I'm now on record to say that any church that supports, hoots, hollers and like they did for Jeremiah Wright, Michael Pfleger, and the current Pastor at Trinity proves only one thing to me.

People's minds are being poisoned, polluted, destroyed.

If you are part of any church like that, or know someone who is, tell them to RUN.

There is no Godliness or prophetic power in doing what these men are doing.

How far Religious Liberty has fallen

Two men, pastors, were passing out literature in England. Muslim neighborhood.

They were arrested for a hate crime.

This can happen in the USA if we don't get serious about this thing.

Read about it here.

Daddy's Car

She got to use daddy's car.  Couple of teen girls in our neighborhood.  Up and down the street.  Good time.  Ahhh youth.
 
This old guy (me) out kneeling along the curb planting petunias.  They drive by, peer down and go on.  I feel a little older.
 
Petunias.  I plant them because they spread. The Wave variety.  I have roses that are single bloomers. They succeeded the Bulbs.  When the roses are done I will cut them back in August.  Then I will have nothing there until the asters come into full regalia and the clematis flower.  So I planted petunias.
 
I don't love petunias.  They are short lived, not good cut flowers and kind of random.  As the hort books would say, not orderly. 
 
I was young, very young.  Before my folks died.  Late 50's.  Ruth and Earl had won a trip to Hawaii. The dealership had sold a lot of IHC freezers.  It was fun to think of Hawaii for John and me.  My mom had purple petunias at the left of our front step.  I made a laie  from them. They self seeded.  Volunteered.  Kept coming back again and again. Somehow, she never cultivated that area and they just proliferated.  All purple.  All one glorious mound.  I still can see them.  Not grandiflora.  Small.  Like the flowers on the wave petunias.  Mom was before her time.
 
But fragrant.  Pungent.  When it was warm and very light breeze blew it wafted across our noses.  I have a nose memory.  It still haunts and pleases me.  I don't think petunias smell as good as they did then.  Of course I have an older nose.
 
That's why I planted petunias yesterday.  I hope they stink.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Worth reading

Rick Joyner:
"The Difference Between Wealth and Riches"

Rick JoynerRecently we discussed how the most successful in any field are usually those who do the basics the best. I am sure you have noticed how I repeat some of these principles. I may try to say them a little differently, using different stories, but they are nevertheless the same principles. I am trying to make the teaching interesting and effective. Repetition is required in developing any skill, including Christian character. The wise embrace repetition and are always those who are the most serious about training and practice. The wise never waste an opportunity to review a truth and practice it.

In our ministry, we have quite a few gifted musicians, songwriters, and worship leaders. Our School of Ministry seems to attract many very gifted musicians and worship leaders every year, and lately we have been astonished at how these extraordinary gifts seem to be increasing dramatically each year. This is a great encouragement to us, but we also know it is a great responsibility.

MorningStar worship CDs have become known around the world. I hear songs written by our worship leaders and students played almost everywhere I go, even in some of the most isolated, remote places. This is gratifying because those songs have a message that is being carried forth, and even more importantly, they are helping people to worship the Lord. However, this did not just happen. We began with probably the most unimpressive worship on the planet. How did this change?

There can be a great difference between wealth and riches. Riches tend to come easily and quickly, but also leave just as easily and quickly. True wealth is the result of diligence, hard work, faithfulness, endurance, and character, all of which help impart to the one who has the wealth and the wisdom to help preserve and expand it. The true treasure of the Kingdom is the same.

Fruit Requires Cultivation

One of the true treasures of the Kingdom is having our names written in Heaven, where we are known there. It is a great treasure to be trusted with the gifts and ministries of the Holy Spirit and to be given authority and influence in the Kingdom, all of which is built on character, which is called "the fruit of the Spirit." Fruit is cultivated and grown. You cannot plant a seed and expect it to just jump out of the ground as a mature tree with fruit on it.

I confess to getting impatient with people who ask me to pray for them and impart my gift of writing to them, as if this could be done just by me laying hands on them. It has taken me four decades of hard work to develop the skills that I have. We can be given the gift by God, but like the muscles He gives us, they will remain small or grow dependent upon how we exercise them. Imparting spiritual gifts is not like waving something like a spiritual magic wand over people and giving them a gift that is instantly powerful. It is true that gifts can be imparted by the laying on of hands, but if we impart something to someone who does not have the discipline and devotion required to develop it, we have helped to bring judgment upon them--the judgment of the "wicked, lazy slave" (see Matthew 25:26) in the Parable of the Talents who buried what he was entrusted with.

I have often desired a gift or power that would allow me to lay hands on people for instant spiritual maturity, but I do not find that anywhere in the Scriptures. Wisdom comes from a devotion to knowledge that is combined with experience with the humility to learn from our experiences and others. It is a mentality.

I will confide this to you: One of my greatest disappointments and a grief that I carry is to have watched some of the most spiritually-gifted people fail, backslide, and bury the great gifts that they were given. Because my calling is to build people, the "talents" I have been entrusted with are the people. Though I understand that God has given people freedom to make their own choices, I still carry a grief for those who fail. I cannot help but to wonder what I could have done to prevent this.

Don't feel sorry for me or try to alleviate this feeling because it is basic that with authority comes responsibility, and I am not concerned with feeling better as much as I am with doing better. The only way that I will feel better is to see improvement, and I think that we are, but I also do not want to just sweep our failures under the rug. I want to learn everything I can from them so I can do better with the people the Lord entrusts to us.

On the other hand, we have many success stories, and I get as much joy from hearing of their growth and success as I do grief from the failures. With every success or failure, I feel that I have learned different but priceless lessons. I want to pass these on. Though I may not be able to lay hands on people for instant maturity, the truly wise, who are the truly humble, will learn from other people's lessons, whether mistakes or successes.

Passion Plus Practice Makes Perfect

I have seen one common denominator with all who I consider to be failing to produce fruit with the great gifts that were given to them--they all began to feel that they were so gifted that they did not have to work hard; they only wanted to do the fun part, which for a musician might be something like just playing before large crowds. After a while, we learned that if one's personal discipline in private was not growing with their fame, then their fame would bring them down.

Once when I was going out to speak at the International Church of Las Vegas, I asked a friend of mine who had been a great NBA basketball player to come with me. His name is Armen Gilliam, also known as "Armen, the Hammer," and he was one of the elite players of his time. On the way out, Armen told me about one of his college teammates that he felt was the greatest basketball player he had ever known, but who never made it in the NBA and had never been heard from since. Armen played in the era of some of the greatest basketball players of all time like Michael Jordan, Magic Johnson, and Larry Bird. When I asked Armen if his former teammate was better than them, he assured me that he was and that when some of them had played together in summer leagues, this man, John Flowers, won the MVP award.

Like Armen, I wondered how such a great player could just disappear like that. Then, while I was in the green room of the church preparing to speak, Armen came back and said he saw his friend, John Flowers, sitting in the audience. I asked him to bring him back, which he did. I told John what Armen had said about him, and he quickly agreed that he was the most talented player, even more so than all of the other greats of his era. When I asked him why he never made it in the NBA, his response was immediate--he felt that he was so talented that he did not have to work hard, so those who worked harder quickly passed him by. He was now a doorman at one of the casinos downtown.

I, too, have learned over and over that those with the discipline and focus to work hard will quickly pass those who may have much greater talent but do not have the discipline or focus to work hard. Michael Jordan and Tiger Woods have obvious talents, but what really separates them from the rest is that they also have a discipline and work ethic. Michael Jordan refused to let anyone get to practice before him or leave after him. Teammates and coaches asserted that he practiced with more zeal than most played the games with.

Run for the Imperishable Prize

Think about this: Any one of you reading this could become God's best friend in these times and do the greatest exploits for the sake of the Gospel. Nowhere does it say that any one of us cannot do what Enoch did--get so close to God that He just takes us straight to Heaven without passing through death. In fact, it could be that this is what the real rapture is--the Bride, the Church, becomes so perfect, without spot or blemish, and so in love with Him that He just takes her.

If great athletes have such devotion for a sport, how much more should we be giving ourselves to run for the wreath that is imperishable?

"Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win.

"Everyone who competes in the games exercises self-control in all things. They then do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable." I Corinthians 9:24-25

Rick Joyner
MorningStar Ministries

Why I don't believe in Committees and Councils

There is an inverse relationship between oversight and management and productivity.

Ever see Office Space??

Peter Drucker had it right:
Most of what we call management consists of making it difficult for people to get their jobs done. ~ Peter Drucker

Evangelistic Men of Genius

Maybe this might be just one reason I don't reach as many people for Jesus as I wish I could:

Worship as a Social Event

Last night at the House of Prayer I was disciplined  by the Spirit of God.
 
He said to me, "For you it's less important that you worship me in intimacy one on one than gathering together with others and entering into corporate worship".  Worship has become a social event for you.
 
It was true.  I knew I had been instructed.  I'm so busy trying to engage and help others enter into worship and find the deep things of God that sometimes my own quiet time, my own seeking after God suffers.  Like the Shulamite in Song of Solomon.  I'm so busy tending other people's gardens my own goes to weeds.
 
And, I pay a big price to put myself in a place of corporate passionate worship.   Drive long distances.  Find blazing bonfires of Holy Ghost explosion and jump in.
 
What I came to see last night is it's not about us, it's not about we, it's not about the congregation, it's about ME.  More accurately it's about HIM and ME.  In a way, in HIS eyes I should be in ME church.  There was a funny video some time back that Ben showed called ME CHURCH.  I don't mean that.  I do mean that His concern is my relationship to HIM.  One on One.  Just Me and HIM.  Don't worry about the beam in the other guys eye, get worship right one on one.
 
I can do nothing about anyone else.  They have whatever one on one with Jesus that they have.
 
The old worship chorus, "I love you Lord and I lift my voice to worship you Oh my soul rejoice"  had been replaced by "We love you Lord and we lift our voice to worship you oh our souls rejoice".
 
Worship of God has become a social event, a corporate endeavor.  RELIGIOUS EXERCISE. There I did it again.  I am imputing  corporate worship to represent what is really my issue.
 
I am going to stop singing US, WE, OUR songs,  stop saying US, WE and OUR Prayers and start saying I, MY and ME.  It's become too easy to duck behind the Congregation blaming them for a diminished spiritual fervor.
 
The Hebrews 10:25 doesn't apply here.  There we come tot ether to encourage each other.   The 1 Corinthians 14 doesn't apply here.  We edify one another in that passage.  Nothing about Corporate Worship.
 
In fact, I'm re examining the personal pronoun usage in the "Lord's Prayer".
 
Maybe it should be:
My Father who art in heaven,
Hallowed be your name,
Thy kingdom come,
Thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give ME this day MY daily bread
and forgive me MY trespasses
as I forgive those who trespass against ME
Lead me not into temptation
But deliver ME from evil
I'm not sure, but I kind of think maybe that's what Jesus really taught.  It's more meaningful.  More intimate.  More accountable.  Think about when we pray it corporately, Forgive us our trespasses (I'll bet that other guy really needs this)" 
 
as opposed to
 
Forgive me my trespasses, I really need this.
 
It's not about US, it's About ME and YOU in intimacy with HIM. 

Friday, May 30, 2008

MSNBC's Report on the Revival in Lakeland

LAKELAND, Fla. – "Holy Spirit fall! God is here! We want more! More, more, more!"

That's what Canadian evangelist Todd Bentley yells out nearly every evening to the thousands who gather to hear him preach. The 32-year-old Bentley looks more like a biker than a minister, with body piercings and tattoos all over his arms and neck. But the crowds don't seem to mind how he looks. They just want what they believe Bentley has – the ability to heal them.

Image: Fresh Fire Ministries
Courtesy Loren Brown
Todd Bentley at the Lakeland Convention Center in Lakeland, Fla. on May 21.

Bentley claims that God has used him to supernaturally heal hundreds of people of diseases ranging from glaucoma to diabetes to even cancer. How to explain it?

Bentley said in an interview that he doesn't know exactly why now, why him, why Lakeland, and he does not promise that everyone who comes to him will be healed. But he does maintain a pragmatic posture toward prayer.

"I say, you have nothing to lose but your sickness. If the doctors can't help you, why wouldn't you give God a chance?"

Growing crowds
"If you want God, just come get some," he shouts on stage nearly every night.

Bentley has repeated a version of this invitation daily since April 2 when he and his team from Fresh Fire Ministries, which he founded in 1997, first arrived here from British Columbia, Canada, for what he thought would be five days of "revival" meetings in a local church. But those plans changed, he said, because "God is moving...and people know something is happening here." His meetings have been extended indefinitely.

While Bentley and Fresh Fire Ministries are not part of an organized Protestant denomination, his beliefs tend to follow Pentecostal, charismatic traditions.

He claims that God has used him repeatedly before this revival to heal the sick, but added that this series of revival meetings is unprecedented in his personal experience as a minister.

The meetings have outgrown four venues, including a local convention center that seats roughly 7,000. Now they meet under an air-conditioned tent that can accommodate 10,000 on the grounds of the local airport. Organizers estimate that more than 140,000 people from at least 40 nations have attended meetings here.

In this country, the self-billed "Florida outpouring" has generated mostly local media attention. But word of the revival has been generating plenty of buzz online, taking Bentley’s message and claims far beyond Florida.

So far, according to Fresh Fire Ministries, 1.2 million people have watched live streaming broadcasts of the meetings on the Internet. The meetings also are carried on the religious satellite channel, God TV, which transmits Bentley's healing services to more than 200 nations. In this country, God TV is carried on DIRECTV.

Not everyone is comfortable with this expression of Christianity, including some Protestant theologians. R. Douglas Geivett, a professor at the conservative, evangelical Talbot School of Theology, is deeply skeptical of the "Florida outpouring" and does not believe Bentley’s claims of supernatural healing are consistent with Christian doctrine

"I don’t think it fits neatly into any branch of Christianity," said Geivett. "Mr. Bentley’s worldview appears to be a mixture of New Age notions, an obsession with the paranormal, and an untutored grasp of Christian theology."

Image: Fresh Fire Ministries
Courtesy Loren Brown
A woman named Deborah, who suffers from scoliosis, prays with Todd Bentley in Lakeland, Fla. on May 5 as David Tomberlin looks on and Russ Roderick acts as a “catcher.” Afterwards, she claimed her illness was healed.

Claims of healing
Still, what seems to be drawing all these people of varying ages, ethnicities, and classes is a clear hunger for what Bentley's meetings are offering: the hope of healing and some sort of touch from God.

David Tomberlin, an evangelist who's been dubbed the "Ryan Seacrest" of these meetings because he serves as an emcee of sorts, tried to explain the claims of healings, saying, "The Bible talks about Jesus healing sick people. It says he was moved by compassion, so part of it is God's heart of compassion."

So every night, Bentley and his ministry team take to the stage and try to call heaven down to earth.

That's when the sick are urged to come forward for prayer and healing.

In many instances, Bentley places his hands on someone's head or area of infirmity and cries out for the power of God to descend. In response, some people may stand and physically tremble, while others may literally fall down to the ground in what they call "falling under the power" of the Holy Spirit.

Bentley’s associates say that this is not a painful experience, but rather one of being physically overcome by the loving presence of God. Anticipating these sorts of responses, one of Bentley's staff members stands behind each individual to serve as a "catcher" to gently guide the person down to the floor. Skeptics claim this "falling" can be the result of being overcome with emotion or a learned behavior.

At a recent meeting, Stephen Godula was brought on stage to tell his story. He testified that he had been healed of multiple forms of cancer by watching the meetings on the Internet at home. He plans to return to his oncologist in Philadelphia to document his healing.

Patsy Wallingford traveled from Arkansas in search of healing. Since a tractor-trailer plowed into her mobile home three years ago, Wallingford has been bound to a wheelchair because of nerve damage in her legs and feet.

On a recent night, Wallingford took to the stage and received a prayer from Bentley. "I felt like what was a warm water flow from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet," she explained.

And that's when, she said, she could feel something cold against her right foot; she decided to step out in faith and step out of her wheelchair in front of clapping and cheering crowds.

As she pushed her wheelchair off the stage, she paused to answer questions from one of Bentley's staff members, who filled out a one-page form detailing the claims of miraculous healing.

Bentley and his staff say they welcome as much documentation as people are willing to provide after they return home.

What about the money?
Bentley and his ministry do not charge an entry fee for his meetings. Each evening, four hours into the service, at close to 11 p.m., white plastic offering buckets are passed around.

They asked for money only once and strangely, on the night this reporter was there, they took their offering so late at night that the crowd had thinned-out. Bentley also receives donations directly through his Web site.

The ministry said that the average donation per person is $3-$5. While some people were reluctant to talk about what they gave, one visitor from Finland said he was only able to put in a few dollars because his travel costs were so high.

A spokeswoman for the revival, Lynne Breidenbach, said the offerings have covered their enormous operating costs. Before the move to the airport grounds, she said the ministry paid a daily rental fee of $15,000 for the local convention center, as well as comparable fees for use of a stadium. His spokesperson didn’t know how much the current setup costs. The offerings, said Breidenbach, have not contributed to a significant infusion of cash for Bentley or his ministry.

According to Breidenbach, Bentley "continues to draw his standard salary, set by his board, from his office in Canada. It is a modest salary and is in the five-figure range." The ministry said that their financial records are subject to an outside audit every year.

Bentley said he was willing to open Fresh Fire Ministries’ bookkeeping records for the Lakeland revival meetings, but has yet to provide the documentation to msnbc.com. He said that he welcomes media attention and scrutiny because the "outpouring" is a work of God and he has "nothing to hide."

Taking the notion of any potential criticism head on, he said, "I don’t have time to debate whether revival is happening or not. I don’t have time to nitpick the reasons why God might not be moving." Instead, he said, his greater concern is to move as fervently in faith to see as many people healed as he can during this time.

Miracles?
And indeed, Bentley’s claims have stirred up debates within and outside the church.

Erik Thoennes, also a professor from the Talbot School of Theology, offers a more accepting, though still cautious stance, than his colleague Geivett.

Thoennes believes many Christians today are open to the idea that God might move in miraculous ways, even if they don’t embrace movements like Bentley’s. And, he offered specific advice to non-Christians who may be confounded by such reports: "I’d hope they wouldn’t get distracted by movements that seem odd, or by how goofy Christians can be, so that they miss seeing Jesus as the most beautiful, good, loving, just, true, person there is."

If the phone doesn't ring, it's me

One of the difficulties in life is trying to convey God's view of temporal situations from His eternal perspective.  A prophet is witness to events (sometimes in advance) and reports what he or she sees. 
 
Rabbi Abraham Joshua Herschel  who died in 1972 wrote this:  The main purpose of Prophetic activity is to bring the world into divine focus.
 
Sometimes that means differentiating the meaningless and unimportant (but apparently urgent thru the worlds eyes) from the important but unrecognized (and apparently able to be deferred).  The urgent overshadows the truly important.
 
This is a difficult task, not easy.  And it offends.  God is in the business of offending.  He takes our comfortable world and turns it upside down to accomplish His purposes back on track for his destiny for us.  He is unwilling to allow us to remain as we are in our self made world.   Our destiny will never be accomplished in a world we create for ourselves.
 
Only when we have put roadblocks of our own bias, purposes and constricts does God's purpose in our lives become an offense we can't overcome.  Since we can't be angry with God we get angry with the messenger.  Or in some cases the messenger's taxi driver.  We decide that if that guy didn't exist in my life I wouldn't have any problems.  He's a troublemaker.
 
Of course that's absolute baloney.  You will be in just as much pain if you don't listen, you'll just be further down the road to nowhere before you hit the wall. 
 
I understand when the phone doesn't ring.  No one likes news that might upsets an apple cart.  What's worse is if your apple cart is firmly on the ground, full of apples and you believe that nothing can upset it, you don't know God.  He loves you too much to allow you to rely on yourself.
 
If my phone doesn't ring, I understand.  It will.  God will cause you to pick it up.  I just had such a call.  Life turns on the heeded prophetic.  It collapses on the rejection of the prophetic.
 
Here's what God says in 2 Chronicles 20:20:
Jehoshaphat's army went out into the Desert of Tekoa early in the morning. As they were starting out, Jehoshaphat stood and said, "Listen to me, people of Judah and Jerusalem. Have faith in the Lord your God, and you will stand strong. Have faith in his prophets, and you will succeed."
 
Most people have no problem with faith in God, they don't have to deal with him speaking directly to them.  So they stand strong.  When the Prophetic voice speaks and they heed, he clears the way and points out the obstacles that need to be moved for success.  If they ignore him they set themselves up for failure.
 
Sometimes good Christians live in a religious construct (like the Matrix) that means they can stand but never succeed.  That is living below the destiny God has for you.
 
Have faith in the Prophets and you will succeed.  Pick those whose prophetic voice you will hear, but hear them.  If they are true prophets they will say the same things other true prophets are saying.  False prophets will only tell you what you want to hear and you will fail.
 
Unless you are being irritated sometimes, it's not probably prophetic.  The prophetic will initiate change and encourage you to make those needed changes.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Rick Pino

A couple nights ago in the revival in Lakeland Florida Rick Pino was the worship leader. I had never heard of him. I have now.

I'm really touched. This is probably a little over the top if you are religious.

But, but this will really grab a believer by the throat if he's not.

I hope he will come and lead worship in the area. SOON!

The song I really like a lot that every Church should do on Fathers day is, "We have the best dad in the whole world"

Go to this page and look at the music player. You'll find it. In fact listen to all of his music. Great stuff.

The Recession called off, and now that darn price of OIL is falling

The recession seems to be waylaid.

Now the Oil prices are getting confusing? Dropping.

OH, you didn’t know. Course not the all Bush bashing all the time networks failed to mention things like a good market, a lower oil price, a healthier dollar and good news from the war front.

Oil is now ten bucks off it’s high.

The word on the street is that the bubble is bursting.

When the Chicago tribune finally begins to recognize the bubble that is oil we are about to see Seventy Dollar Oil and 2.50 at the pump.

It’s a good time to buy an SUV

Words that I heard God say thru Kim Clement on Friday and Saturday.

In no particular order, these are things I heard. I will admit that what he said and what I heard may have some subjective interpretation. People Stood for over two hours during this meeting. Maybe they were more meaningful to me.

  • God is saying that I am waiting for a people that will shout until the walls come down. The walls of religion and witchcraft.
  • This is the territory that will bring renewal, we are like Egypt in Grain and Oil. Out of us will come renewal and Satan falling like lightning from heaven.
  • I will give you a renewal of radicals. The prince of Illinois will be brought down.
  • Decadence and corruption will be brought down.
  • You will be radical in your amazement of what I am about to do.
  • Seeing Satan as if struck by light
  • Witchcraft, racism and Passivity are the marks of this area.
  • A renewal of amazement and reverence in this region
  • God is about to restore what the enemy has stolen
  • There are those who have surrendered but I will send the rain as a holy answer
  • Worship has become a social occasion, something we do together but not in passion for Jesus.
  • God is making his declarations to the nation
  • God is looking for those who will prophesy to the valley of dead bones
  • What do you see, BONES or an ARMY. Prophesy, Children LIVE
  • We will live as we prophesy to dead bones
  • Sickness result when we turn our worship upside down in religion
  • I am ready to surrender to the one who opened up the heavens
  • There is a changing of the guard – do not fear
  • There is a revival, not only spiritual but an economic revival
  • Let the voice of the prophets be heard, they are witnesses to an event unseen by most
  • Oil will no longer be your downfall
  • It was because of the prophetic voice that there was grain in Egypt. Joseph.
  • We must be in fellowship with the feelings of god
  • No more isolation of inspiration – inspiration to come from wanting your will to be done.
  • We don't want just revival, we want something all new, a new destiny
  • No drift in my church or my People
  • When you connect with the prophetic anointing around you, you will never be the same
  • Things have been speeded up in the spirit
  • The radicals have taken over and that's good
  • It's being born in this very room – Rejoice, it's time to be ready. Signs, weapons and miracles.

That's a short list, I will publish more over time. They are many many many....

More to come!